Three posts in a week??

yea, I'm
that bored. Well, I'm also procrastinating, but I'm really working on that! I've actually tried splitting up my work between days, and it's worked. = )
So what
did I come on here for?...I just feel like writing. about anything. pure randomness, you know? I'm not usually that kind of person to be random, but there's just so much on my mind.
I wish I could go into great, meaningful detail when I write. In English right now, we're reading
Ethan Frome, this literature book based on a true story, I think. but if you ever read it, you'll find out how profound the writing is, and how the author adds so much to the text, and maybe sometimes too much to where you can't understand it at all, but it's amazing! and I admire it so much!
I love literature because of that kind of writing. When authors just put words together that fit together to create a mood, or tone, or theme...an image. Yea, I have my times of putting together an actual good post, but it's not nearly as creative as when these authors write.
Achh, my neck hurts so badly. I can barely tilt my head to the left!...*makes sure I have my left and right directions right...yea, my left!
So something happened a couple of days ago that marks a pretty funny change in me and my view of my body. Well, I'll start off saying that lately, I've been remembering how my friend would often tell me that I should wear "short shorts" when I play tennis, so I thought, "Okay, why not just show them (including my other tennis buddies) how ridiculous of an idea that is by showing my ugly, two-colored legs tomorrow?" By the next day, I had already forgotten about the idea. I'm a busy girl! I can't keep thinking about my legs. but what I didn't plan on was forgetting my own shorts, so I had to borrow one from my friend, any friend,
please. 'Cause guess what my friend wears?
short shorts.
The ones that scare me when I see that they're only about 1 foot in length! Acch!
Please, anybody have something...well, longer?!? Nope. No hope but to wear these green neon ones. As slow as
ever, I slid them up my short legs carefully, as if the whole scene was put to slow-mo. Everyone watches the "miraculous" change happen.
Oh gosh, what do I do now?Haha, I let a couple of seconds pass before I reacted, but boy, did I feel violated.
When you've worn shorts that come to your knees for almost a year, it doesn't come to your liking when you look down on your legs, and most of what you see is bare skin, exposed. I immediately sat down and tried to cover them with my skinny arms, haha, but of course, that didn't help, yet
all of them pleaded, "Aww, you look so cute! Those shorts look good on you! You don't look bad at all! Just keep them on! You should tan out the top part of your legs! Get some short shorts of your own, woman!" and so on and so forth, without the woman part, lol. I just thought that was funny.
Anyways, I didn't know what to think. I was probably even blushing, but I wasn't paying attention to that, either.
but really, I'm a
two-toned legged freak! haha, I don't mean to insult myself when I say freak, but really? I look
cute? There's absolutely no way.
I went straight to the mirrors and saw how funny I looked, and after a while, it did amuse me a whole lot. I remembered that all you need is confidence in yourself. I mean, it really doesn't matter that you're two colors. Pretty much everyone in that locker room is two-colored (haha) because they're also tennis players! So...
they understand. and they shouldn't care. they don't
care because they already know me; I'm their friend, so why should wearing short shorts matter?So it didn't matter once I accepted it. It was funny when I went outside to play, though, because
none of the guys said anything.

and now, I think I'm going to start wearing short shorts.

Can you believe it? Haha, I'm sure some of my other friends wouldn't be able to. and that's my post of the day.

-tammy = )
Hook 'em Horns!Oh yea, I have another bruised toenail!
I'm not sure how to describe the reason why I feel proud everytime I have one, but it's just another part of me that makes me want to shout, "I am a tennis player!"
"You wouldn't worry so much about what others think of you if you realized how seldom they do."
- Eleanor RooseveltThis is where the quote fits (not in the post below this one). = )
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